The way I see it!

But I don't give a shit. People all the time call me a jerk and an asshole with no soul. I say to them go fuck yourselves. The only reason people say those things about me is because I don't care about other peoples problems. I see the truth in things that a lot of people are afraid to accept. Now I am not claiming to be an all knowing person, but it isn't hard to see through lies and deceit. I especially hate when someone is like "I made a mistake and now I need help" fuck them. You made the mistake not me so don't come knocking on my god damn door looking for handouts.

I also believe in an eye for an eye. If someone goes and murders somebody do not put them in prison, kill them. I do not see the sense in letting someone who took a life be allowed to live, and for 100 year sentence. What the hell is with people getting long sentences instead of being put down like the pieces of shit they are. Today was a bad day can you people tell? And no, I will not apologize for using "foul" language. You know who you are.

Why is there elitism in so many places these days? Why are there always double standards? The way I see it is if there is a standard for people to follow don't make exceptions and don't jump on people that stray from the "original standard". For example imagine a single lane highway. Now the rule is don't drive on the shoulder because if you do you will be punished. Now why is it that some people get "special" permission to drive on the shoulder even though they are no better than the condemned? Obviously emergency vehicles don't count because they are saving lives and all that good shit. I just don't understand it. For the people that say "just live with it and get over it", go fuck yourselves because thats the bitch way out of the situation. I hate it.

So after 3 days of running twice a day and eating a hell of a lot better food I feel pretty ok. I obviously haven't seen much in the way of results but those should come with time. I think eating what I am eating and drinking all the water I drink (basically all I drink) along with the green tea should help. I decided I want to get a bike as well. I mostly want it for the excercise but with the way gas is going I could just ride the damn thing to work every day (it's only 2.5 miles). So if anyone around here knows where I could get a good strong moutain bike (remember I'm fat) let me know.

Ok so I recently decided I need to start getting in shape. I was crunching numbers and realized I don't even consume 1500 calories a day. I have done some research and have given myself a goal of August 31st to be down to 200-210. I take jogs in the morning and have started doing some boxing. I would like to start doing taebo as well.

Wish me luck as I put myself through pain and suffering for the greater good. I will probably keep this place updated with things as I go through this, once a week sounds good.

So I recently traded my tv for a projector and lcd 30" tv. I love this projector, I am watching tv on 105" or close to it. It has a great picture and is so much bigger than my last tv. There are pictures on my photoblog, go and check them out.